Thursday, April 03, 2008

April's Shower of Photos: : Day 1 & 2

April Shower of Photos
Day 1 & 2


Imagine a family living on a sailboat, homeschooling their daughter and blogging about their experiences. For Jennifer, this is exactly what she is doing, living life on the high seas and making the rest of us drool over her dreamy aqua moments.

I decided to play along with Jennifer's fun photography challenge called; "April Shower of Photos", where the general idea will be to take one photo every day during the month of April, photos containing things of interest. I have many things of interest to me, and everyone knows my camera is my trusty pal, never leaving my side, not ever. LOL Therefore this theme can encompass a multitude of things for whatever my heart's desires all month long. Each day will be a surprise, both to you, and to me. (grin)

It seemed fitting to enter this fun endeavor with the rest of the ladies involved, especially after uploading my last photo shoot with the daffodils in my kitchen window and the private email responses I received from it.

Without further ado, I'll share two photos today instead of one, simply because it will assist me in creating a jumpstart with me being late out the gate with my first official entry during this; "April Shower of Photos". Tomorrow I'll post two more, and that should have me all caught up. For today, while I remain here in depths of my office/studio still feeling a wee bit crafty after last night's card class, I think I'll give you a glimpse of what is nesting straight ahead of me.


Of lung diseases and double lung transplants...

Rare Lung Diseases

"Mounier-Kuhns Syndrome"

When a family has been sorely tested medically with a prognosis such as facing a double lung transplant, surely they face emotional and mental limitations no one else can honestly even fathom or begin to understand. Just as they must be facing insurmountable hurdles beyond everyone else's comprehension, only God knows what lay ahead for people like Nate, Tricia and their families.

The mere mention of a double lung transplant causes many people to grip their throats and offer involuntary gasps, eyes filling up in utter terror over the general thought of it all. It gets the cogs turning with the fearful possibilities of medical complications and makes one wonder about any moral implications from the very mention of organ donations, which can and do, ultimately save lives. We know all too well this same shell shocked reaction, it's a horrifying thought and yet a double lung transplant offers so much hope for the one afflicted. All someone has to do is head over to Youtube and type in the name of this operation, where there are many personal stories on video clips available to inspire hope for anyone. We also know exactly the fearful and emotional trepidations of a lung transplant diagnosis, because over the past few years, our family has had to come to grips with the inevitable medical journey ahead for my husband, also requiring a double lung transplant down the road, but how soon or far is the unknown for us all.

It has become a medical waiting game, watching doctors figure out when its time for the line to be drawn in the sand, feeling like some days we are living in limbo land, attempting to remain positive, always moving forward and fighting to retain anything resembling normal. Like anyone in this situation, my husband can experience good days and very bad days. We keep forging ahead, picking ourselves up when emotions become too much to handle, continue to plan for the future, make new goals, still facing each new day with thanksgiving and hopeful thoughts of better days ahead. "Jesus, I trust in Thee"

My husband suffers from a very rare lung disease, with very few around the world to compare his case with, either still alive today, or yet diagnosed. In fact, nine years ago he was listed as case # 83 since 1946 diagnosed and afflicted with something almost unheard of (still) in medical circles called; "Mounier-Kuhns Syndrome". Because of its rarity, even when contacting a facility such as a world renowned place like the "Mayo Clinic", even they couldn't offer any pertinent medical information on this particular disease; what causes it, when it could have begun, nothing at all. When I wrote to them five years ago, the reply turned out to be very disappointing, especially when the theme of the letter was a plea for help. They only offered the possible assistance of a double lung transplant in the future, and nothing else of informational value. As the years have rolled by, we are finding together, my husband and I obviously have a vested interest in his case, but we definitely know more about this disease than the Mayo Clinic has recorded on their own website, so it would appear they haven't kept abreast of it with more information placed on there.

Naturally when this diagnosis was labeled on my husband's chart, I scurried to the computer, typing in a search on my Google tool bar. One page with seven links was all there was, two of them no longer working, and certainly nothing like someone with the same disease reaching out to another for a supportive medical walk possibility. Today, the same search offers several hundred pages, most are either the very same information copied from one to another, or are medical journal pages written on secure sights which I am not able to sign in to.

It's very frustrating not to have more answers, but we appreciate the doctors who have been honest and forthright with us when detailing not having a clue what to do any longer. It becomes then even more frustrating not to find a support system out in cyberspace, getting in contact with others facing this same diagnosis. To date, we know none diagnosed with the same disease as my husband, but we would love to find you if you're out there! I can tell you first hand, beginning a blog such as Nate's has given much hope to many in the world of lung diseases, if only to gather momentum on the importance of gaining valuable support circles for those afflicted around the world. It's a bonding issue for them all, nothing anyone else can possibly relate to for sure!

Over the years we have become accustomed to the medical world wanting to be included in the loop, mostly for the intrigue his particular case has presented to them. My husband is seemingly famous at the "University of British Columbia in Vancouver, B.C." his xrays are frequently used to teach pulmonary students about his rare lung disease, as well as other medical places around the globe who are interested in continuous study of his case. This isn't the sort of fame one desires, not at all, but though my husband's health for the future is uncertain and I know we will someday walk the path into the world of a double lung transplant in our home, I can't even begin to describe how I'm feeling today with my heart high up in my throat, still waiting with baited breath on the outcome of Tricia's surgery. It's all really ringing too close to home for me today, and while I am quietly pondering my own thoughts here with this young family, I know my husband is also affected and continues to keep abreast of the news on Nate's blog as well.

I can assure you that using this private blog as a platform for the purpose of sharing this highly private medical topic has never been part of my intentions before. However, over the course of the past few months, my husband and I have sensed a great need to reach out into cyberspace for the purpose of seeking and possibly gathering practical support from others out there with his same lung disease. I hadn't planned on filling the blog with this sharing session today for sure, and my hands are still trembling as I complete this. On the other hand, my husband is filled with a deep sense of peace, realizing its the right time for finally posted here for all to read, not only for our family and friends back home to get more of the big picture, but for new friends yet to arrive for a visit with us in cyberspace.

For today especially and the days to come, please continue to pray for Nate and Tricia and if you remember my husband, please say a prayer for him too, with thanks.


Praying for Tricia and Nate today and in the days to come....

Please pray!

One of our links on the left side bar is the blog written by Nate Lawrenson, "Confessions of a CF patient". He and his family need your prayers, and have for some time, but especially since an emergent situation unfolded last night and continues today...and in the days to come.

This family has been on our mind and in our hearts for the past three months. Not only has Nate's blog informed and continued to educate those inflicted with the disease of "Cystic Fibrosis", as a young man, he has poured out his heart to the world and captured so very many who are inspired by their story and honored to pray for them.

After one false alarm, Tricia got the call again. This was it! She was going to have her double lung transplant, the very thing that would save her life. She hasn't breathed on her own for three months now, after complications not only from the disease itself, but also since her pregnancy required an emergency delivery of her very premature baby girl. She has been reliant on a vent inserted into her lungs to keep them working.

Won't you please pray with us for Tricia and Nate, along with their families and the donor of the lungs? I'm off to keep the candle burning for them all, deeply affected by their tremendous love story and gift of hope offered to all those suffering from lung diseases, let alone their prolife stance with their sweet baby girl.

You can hop over the read what Elizabeth had to say today, and let us all resolve to remember both the recipient and the donor today.

Eternal rest, grant unto them, O Lord, and let the perpetual light shine upon them.
May their souls and the souls of all the faithful departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace.
Amen.


Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Together again...

Another Wordless Wednesday bit tonight...

The first of several (geographical) continued medical journeys has officially concluded. Everyone allowed for an afternoon siesta moment, tucked away in our own abode this afternoon.

Tonight however, commitments continue as our son's hockey team resumes their pursuit of their league's hockey playoff championships. After a full round of playoffs, they entered the final games, playing against another team quite a distance away. Momentarily ago, I received a phone call from my husband announcing they had just won the game after three overtime periods! Trophies are pending. Indeed it will be another late night over here, exciting stuff! Woohoo....




More later....

Wordless Wednesday - Spring is in the air!

Wordless Wednesday

"Spring is in the air"




Our snow melted after a full night's rain shower which resulted in this above photo of our property. We now live on a lakeside property so surely our land value has just increased!


I had to grab my camera for this shot above, welcoming back all of those lovely tropical hues of blue, as far as the eye can see. The once frozen solid masses of ice continue to melt very quickly. Thoughts of summer are mulling round and round my head today.